What are you thinking? What are you feeling?

Sometimes our parents tell us what we are feeling, or should be feeling, instead of allowing us to experience what we are actually feeling. Tell a child they’re happy, or grateful, when they’re not, and they’ll get confused.
  And, some of us are told to not feel certain emotions: ‘Don’t feel bad, Don’t be angry, Don’t be jealous!’ So, we get good at avoiding those emotions. We still feel angry or jealous, but we have lost our awareness of it.
  And, some emotions are uncomfortable, so we might become adept at avoiding them.
  The trouble is, if we don’t understand what is going on inside us, problems arise. Someone not wanting to acknowledge their jealousy may become possessive. Someone fearful might not realise it, and turn their fear into anger. Someone might think they are angry when the emotion they are feeling is envy, or humiliation, or loneliness. Some people aren’t even aware of their disappointment – they are so stoic they don’t let themselves experience it.
  If we are not aware of an emotion it can undermine us by leading us astray. It can prompt us to engage in behaviours we ourselves don’t fully understand. After all, if we don’t know what we are feeling, how can we address that emotion? We can’t. So, that feeling keeps niggling at us and influencing our behaviour. We might do something silly and later ask ourselves in exasperation,‘What was I thinking?!’ A better question would be, ‘What was I feeling?’ Only when we are aware of what we are feeling, and fully experience it, can we begin to deal with that emotion in a healthy, constructive manner.
  It’s not just emotions. We need to be aware of all the ‘dark bits’ inside us. Instead of keeping those dark bits hidden from ourselves and from others, we need to acknowledge them. And when we do, we come to realise they aren’t so bad after all. Then after a while we come to accept them. And when we come to accept them, we come to accept ourselves. We begin to relax. We feel better about ourselves and go easier on ourselves. With nothing to hide we can lower our guard with people, and connect with them on a deeper, more meaningful level.
  Further, the more we understand ourselves and accept our dark bits, the more we understand other people, and accept their dark bits. With that empathy, we become less judgmental and more easy going. We adjust our expectations of others, and become more flexible and easier to be with.
  In short, one good way to develop resilience is to get to know ourselves: to be aware of what we think and of what we feel. In particular, we need to be attuned to the dark bits inside us, because it’s those dark bits that create anxiety. And with less anxiety we feel more resilient, and add to our core happiness.
  So, how do we get to know ourselves? The following tips will help with that.

Q. ‘How do we know when we have fully experienced an emotion?’
When the emotion has lost its sting. Fully experiencing emotions isn’t easy, and it takes time. Take all the time you need, especially if you have experienced trauma. Delve into your emotions at your own pace. There is no correct amount of time.

Q. ‘We don’t always have to be aware of our emotions, do we? It would be a pain in the proverbial if we always had to go around being aware of what we are feeling.’
We want the ability to identify what we are feeling, particularly when we feel unsettled. If we have that ability, we can apply it when necessary.

Q. How do we get that ability?
One way is to label our emotions. See you in the next chapter!

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